Existence is simple from a singular side. Without multifacets, though, there is no perspective on what is and what should have been. We believe that time is linear, or a separate plane. In fact, there isn't time. Time is just a measurement we use to signify the passing of moments in decay. Aging is just a form of decay. If the decay of cells ( Read more... )

I do. For me its very calming. I guess that comes from my childhood as my step-father and my mother used to argue and fight all night long. Steve, if I ever, EVER, find you, I will kill you. Simple. I hate you with every fiber in my being and if you threaten my family again, I will hunt you down and kill you. You terrorized me and mom for too ( Read more... )

Good day today. Despite what has happened to some other people (sorry Mariya, damn! I feel for you. Good luck and heal quickly), I was busy. First off, I was having a good dream, something about being frozen or something, then AJ calls me and wakes me up. Apparently, I was invited to lunch with him and his Dad. Great! I haven't been out of the ( Read more... )

Bored, and I haven't had anything to write about lately. AJ has all the updates about the band so if your interested in that currently, go to "draj" and read about it. Possibly at the end of the month, we'll get together and try to be creative. I need inspiration, cause I don't have any. But what can inspire me? I have no motivation to do ( Read more... )

I just read AJ's posting of "Friday the 13th, both part 1 and part 2" and I have to say, that I am offended. If that guy (Peg I think his name is, I can't remember, and I don't believe I'd have to considering) thinks he is a better musician than us, he needs a swift iron bar enima. I'd be the guy to provide it, because even if our music sucks ( ( Read more... )

School tomarrow, again. Nothing much to report on today. Got a meeting with my accountant for my taxes at 7:00 tomarrow. Don't want to go because that German bastard picks a part my finances with a fine-tooth comb and it takes three damn hours to do it. Soooo boring! Dad's pissing and moaning about Grandma again. I'd wish she would just pass ( Read more... )

Decay of the American Cultural Landscape. Relative to the fall of the Roman Empire that ussured in near thousand year Dark Ages where nothing productive happened. Neither in culture nor civilization. In my personal opinion this will happen again after the fall of America. So many things depend on America and the marketing of the culture that if ( Read more... )

Brian said, "Try putting the fork down! FACE ( Read more... )

The id is the great reservoir of the libido, from which the ego seeks to distinguish itself through various mechanisms of repression. Because of that repression, the id seeks alternative expression for those impulses that we consider evil or excessively sexual, impulses that we often felt as perfectly natural at an earlier or archaic stage and have ( Read more... )

Dreams...what defines us as human beings. We are the archtype to what is defined as the consciousness of being. There is us, then animals. But there are theories out there that according to Quantum Physics, the reality we percieve is nothing but an illusion to serve purpose of sanity. Perception is the key ( Read more... )