my feet don't hit the ground with the same stride they used to. all this conversation seems dulls and listless. there's no more gleam in these eyes, kiddo. maybe it's like they say about growing old and putting away childish things. hope does seem like a childish thing, when you really think about it. i don't think it's a lack of hope, actually. i ( Read more... )

so i can't sleep. beacuse that's what livejournal is for, really. so i got to thinking. do you think everyone wants to leave where they're from? i know everyone is vista / north county just wants to get out. but if you're from nyc, or london, or any cosmopolitan hub,  do you want to leave? is there this urgent rush to ditch everything comfortable ( Read more... )

will wonders never cease. suprises abound.

emotional extispicy.

is coming back in a big way.

give it a month and everyone will be searching they're xxcoalchamberxx@hotmail.com account for forgotten passwords, dusting off all those <  ahref> and &.hearts; and posting again. i'm not sure how i feel about it, but it's probably not that bad of an idea. we teach ourselves to shut down, shut in, to grin and bear it ( Read more... )

I wrote a two page post, and then Firefox decided to crash. Silly internets. And since I was born lazy, I'm not going to repost any of it. Well, ok. I'll give bullet points ( Read more... )

geese are rude creatures of nature. but the sunset was adorable.

you might not be the best brother in the world,

but you're the only one i got.

ever look up at night and think; that's amazing. those little specks of light in the sky aren't actually anything tangible. they're energy from something infantasmly far away. a burning rock that could have imploded a hundred years ago and you'd have no idea, because it all looks like holes poked in a black sheet from here ( Read more... )

mexico. sunsets made of corruption. embedded ink of our lady of peace. nobody is  home but everyone is safe. bullfight bravado and longbarrel revolution. i'm in.