Another chapter closed.

[ethm]

And although it's one of the shorter ones in the book, it seems to have had a more profound effect than I thought it would have

Comments

[con4cyn]

Well, obviously, she wasn't really the exact thing you wanted, because it didn't work out. If you're worn out then just stop looking. "Missing" is one of my favorite songs, by the way. I used the first verse in my currently layout.

[ethm]

Situations in peoples lives can dictate what happens though, even if their personality and such is what I look for. Just because it didn't work out doesn't mean she as a person wasn't exactly what I was looking for. Just means someone got there 2 years before I did and she hasn't played out the end of that part of her life yet. Circumstances are a bitch.

[con4cyn]

Right. That was my point. She wasn't meant for you right now. Situations and circumstances all play a factor in what's right for you. She's not going to be the only one you find like that. Are you willing to wait for her?

[ethm]

Edit: whoops forgot to log in.

well the fact that it's the first time something has fallen through when I've had other "options" available to me but I don't care at all speaks to me about it. She'll be leaving in a few weeks for new york for 5 weeks, then back here for 5 to finish up, and then... who knows but I'd be willing to bet it's to move back to her home town to be near her now ex-boyfriend. I feel retarded for saying it since she said she wanted to work things out and try to wait for him, but yeah... yeah I would wait. I'm not being all emo here or just blowing things out of proportion because I'm upset about some relationship not working out when I say that I really haven't felt that strong of a longing for someone just because of how they were and how I felt around them. I dunno, we'll see.

let me be cliche

[locallisto]

it's the journey ... not the destination. but i know your feet are tired.