...and nobody cares.

Which is as it should be, I guess.

~E

And although it's one of the shorter ones in the book, it seems to have had a more profound effect than I thought it would have ( Read more... )

Saturday I met a girl whom I could easily see ending up my wife.

Tonight I found out she has a boyfriend of two and half years back home (out of state).

Pretty sure ye olde heart has had about as much of this city as it can take. Or maybe just about as much as it can take in general.

I quit.

Fuck.

~E

it seems the LJ's are going the way of the wind...

people's lives seem to be moving in a direction that does not include talking about their same old issues.

this is interesting to me... and I can't say that it's bad.

~E

"Give me your hand
and take what you will tonight, I'll give it as fast
and high as the flame will rise
cinder and smoke
some whispers around the trees,
the juniper bends
as if you were listening"

~E

But I told ya.

"The most important fool you forgot to see..."

Heh. Dunno what to do with myself at this moment I just realized. Nothing seems to be wrong at the moment and for once I have a situation that seems to be going well with a girl. Sooo... give it a week? Shit I don't know ( Read more... )

San Diego was, in all, awesome.

However, Iowa is cold and dark and brown. This displeases me. In addition to this, it is "We're-happy-and-you're-not Day".

That's about it for now.

~E

"A woman has a close male friend ( Read more... )

This town is eating away at my soul. Funny fucking thing how hard it is to find someone intelligent to identify with of the opposite sex. Who isn't just a friend. So yeah, basically I give up, as soon as I graduate in May I'm packing up my shit and riding the wind to San Diego. What am I going to do there? I don't fucking know, but it sure as ( Read more... )