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WHY CAN'T I SEEM TO FINISH A PAPER ON TIME THIS SEMESTER? WHY AM I SABOTAGING MYSELF LIKE THIS WHEN DOING WELL CAN'T REALLY BE THAT HARD? DO I TAKE SOME SORT OF PERVERSE PLEASURE IN THIS KIND OF CRAP?

And my boyfriend's continued statements of, "I can't see you this weekend" are making me incredibly unhappy. Like, whoa.

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It wasn't until I sat down on my bed that I realizedd, I'm not tipsy, I'm fucking drunk.

Wow, it's been a while.

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I'm totally screwing up my schoolwork. I don't know what's going to happen, and I'm totally ashamed of myself for getting myself into this mess. I know I don't deserve them, but could I maybe get some hugs here? I could really use them.

Before break:
Professor: If you can finish Moby-Dick over break, do so and we'll discuss it Wedneseday when we get back.

Today:
Professor:  If you haven't finished Moby-Dick then I want you to leave the room right now and don't come back until you've finished it.

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I can't believe how often my boyfriend says the right thing. Today I was complaining about the stuff I posted earlier, and he said, "Do the work, because it's fun ( Read more... )