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[eton]

Well the pain of being dumpped a frikin year ago has officially been overtaken by the pain of being lonely. Ahhhhhhh. Spanglish is a very frustrating movie. Even though it goes against the grain of every story told where the guy gets the girl. I don't know what to do besides complain like a fucking baby. There isn't even any satifaction in

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[euphoric_emo]

Hey Stan! Well, I hate that you feel lonely, because you are such an awesome guy and you don't deserve that. You could always come and hang out with me in Tempe and go to the hookah bar. I admit I hate most of the girls at ASU and the surrounding areas--but hookah bar going types generally aren't too bad. And don't feel like a pervert for being attracted to girls at GCC! You are not old at all. They are atleast 18 and that difference between you and them isn't that bad. Unless they are dumb and act 13. Then you should just assassinate them.
~Ashley

[eton]

well thanks. i still can't help how i feel. i wish i didn't want a girlfriend so bad. it's really not all its cracked up to be. i guess its out of my control because i've tried to stop feeling like this for a while now. as for the dumb girls at gcc that look at me like i have a second head when i try to flirt or make advances... assassinate i shal.

[ceruleanscorch]

I like hanging out with you. You're intelligent, funny, talented, kind, and good-looking - I agree with Ash and wish you don't feel so lonely. I like going to hookah bars, but haven't in a couple years. Can you afford to get an apartment?

[eton]

yeah yeah. i don't know, some days i could care less that im getting rejected left and right. everyone says its her loss. and i even say that to myself, but certainly don't feel that way. its not like it consumes me or anything. but when people ask if somethings on my mind cause i look a little long faced, lack of companionship is usually the reason. but its really not that bad. the only time i complain about it is on this journal, so i probably exaturate a little. plus, there are some things on my side. for example, i just recently found out that phoenix is rated as one of the worst cities in the u.s. to find a mate. I've also heard a new stastic that says people who start families are significantly more depressed then those who stay single. I don't know about that one. But yeah. Sooner or later (hopefully sooner) i'll find someone that wants to strike up a romance. We should hang out a little more often. My new years resolution is to not go back to being a habitual weed smoker for at least the whole school semester.

[eton]

oh, i forgot. no, i don't make near enough money to live on my own.