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The only bad thing about dating an emotionally scarred person is that there is always the fear that you will be the next person to hurt them.

But for now I guess I'm happy, and he's happy. But I'm only here for 3 more months.

I have a crush on a High School boy. I feel dirty.

I'm going to Disneyland in 3 weeks for some much needed therapy with a fantastic person.

At least I have something to look forward to now.

Today I found out that my Grandfather died ( Read more... )

I just need to learn to be alone and to be happy being alone. Any suggestions on just how I might do that?

I wonder if you never started smoking pot if we'd still be together.

Was just to be with you. Hold your hand, kiss you, love you...experience the kind of romance you see in the movies.

I had it. and lost it. Because I'm just not good enough. Good grief.

I crashed my car into a ditch...in front of the former chief of police's house. Slid on some ice and snow.

Life kind of sucks today. I'll be drinking tonight.

I missed you. Thought about you a lot. Wondered why I'm not good enough. Wondered why someone I invested so much time in wouldn't want to call me their own one day. I looked upon the face of another, but he is not you. He could never be you. But I feel jealousy, and anxiousness. I'm not good enough for anyone. It breaks my heart. I just ( Read more... )