Friday is my birthday. The big 22. Someone buy me a hooker. Or tell me if you want to hang out or go see a movie or anything friends. As long as the day ends with me not being sober.

Our cat got ran over yesterday morning. That in itself is pretty fucked up, but what's even more fucked up is that he is still alive. The damage is a broken leg, crushed kidneys, a fractured pelvis, his left eye is mangled, and the impact split his stomach and groin area wide open. Right now, he's immobile in a bathroom on drugs with a lamp ( Read more... )

Back to the headache. Back to chords and leading tones and opend and cloesed structure and all the other stuff that I know how to say, but don't really have a strong grasp on what it all means yet. I went to see Hostel last weekend. I enjoyed it quite a bit. It's the most i've ever felt the combination of entertained and disturbed all at once ( Read more... )

So im sitting here at home on vacation with no money and nothing to do and no one to do it with. Damn car maintanance. Im not really looking forward to school starting next week. I need more time to make my house dirty. I woke up at like 1 in the afternoon. God i'll miss that.

Well the pain of being dumpped a frikin year ago has officially been overtaken by the pain of being lonely. Ahhhhhhh. Spanglish is a very frustrating movie. Even though it goes against the grain of every story told where the guy gets the girl. I don't know what to do besides complain like a fucking baby. There isn't even any satifaction in ( Read more... )

Lil' Johnny goes to his dad and asks, "What is politics?" Dad ( Read more... )

I saw "Saw". It's not as bad (violent/gory) as I thought it would be. It's like an episode of CSI on steroids. School has definately reached that point where it is no longer fun. I just want to be home and stoned. I've officially stopped looking for a girl friend. I'm so fucking done trying to play these stupid fucking games that must be ( Read more... )

People really could give a shit. Have you ever played a game with people that you know arent really listening to you? So you just start saying the most fucked up shit ever and watch them keep nodding their head ( Read more... )

So whats new here? Lets see. Glad to see that the neo conservative republican party is self destructing. Which reminds me, i went to see Good Night, and Good Luck last week. Another one of those films that all Americans should be required to watch. Who knew George Cloony had so much talent as a film maker? It's one of the best movies i've ( Read more... )

What to write about? I feel like stabing myself. But then i'd have to go to a hospital, the most depressing white environment man ever created. I really want to ditch my piano class but that weirdo lady kind of reemed me for ditching a lot. Tell you what. I'll stop ditching when you start teaching me something instead making us figure it all ( Read more... )