waoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhh! what the fuck is that!!! oh.

i work at mainland now in stoneridge mall. I havent eaten in a few days. i think im dying. I do in fact need answers to all my problems. shit that wasnt and shouldnt have been broken got fixed. things are still a little awkward, but i have good feelings. I really do think im dying though, maybe i have some disease that no one has ever had before ( Read more... )

so i quit my job tonight, and im working for my uncle tomarow, i had a job intevew to go to tomarow for mainland in stoneridge mall, but i have to work, it kinda sucks, hopefully they will let me re schedule the interview.

Im pretty fuckin bored. Murs is hella funny though, which is providing me with much entertainment. i went to the mall yesterday and hung out with jenni and natasha while they shopped for lingerie. I ran into christian and hank which was tight, cuz i havent seen christian in days. then i came home and we came home, and then i ate a weed brownie and ( Read more... )

I made a pretty cool beat. I am still very limited in my sources of music production, but seem to spurt out a few good sounding things every so often. I have been fucking with a demo verzion of fruity loops for hella days, it would be nice to get an MPC or even a full verzion of that program. it takes hours to make a full beat with that shit. and ( Read more... )

sometimes i read peoples journals and hear things people say and i want to make a mock verzion of the same thing. Like what slug does in hella of his songs with oldschool hip hop songs. On another not i saw limonny stickets tonight, that shit was pretty gay. definitaly more of a little kids movie than i expected. Before it though there was a ( Read more... )

I fell asleep again.

So in reference to my last post. Most of what i said kinda came out wrong when i re read it after writing. Im that sad or depressed or unhappy about whats going on. Yeah its different and all but not neccisaryly bad. im just kinda in a point of limbo between things to do but thats just what happens over time. Nothing hella tight can last forever so ( Read more... )

Fuckin... i always start all my sentences with fuckin. fuckin your friends and shit hella influence the things you do. Even if you like something or dont like something if you hang out with someone who likes the things you like you will eventually like them. there are large crews with small cliques within them, like highschool. all the little ( Read more... )

Holy fuck, not going to school anymore has made me not only bored but i dont see anyone anymore. I got bored of joels house where all my friends are constantly. Now dont get me wrong i hella wish i kicked it with all those people still all the time but i just cant stand to be confined to the walls of a smoke filled apartment for hours on end. And ( Read more... )