Some how i got hella sick over night. one minute i was fine and the next im all sick and shit. i hope i dont get behind in school, im already doing horrible in school and i gotta get myshit together and i gotta get a job so i can slowly cut myself off from my parents. thats my main goal i guess is to be independent, and to distance myself from my ( Read more... )

I dont know why i do but i just do. dont question it. dont hate on me for it. i just do and nothings gonna stop it. i dunno if my whole life will be spent this way but i know i like it right now. and if i could choose to live every last second of my life the way i feel right now i would die happy. so all i really need to say is i love her. more ( Read more... )

So i bet you all didnt expect me to update my bullshit again. im just chillin. we chillin yall. ive been going to school and stuff. its kinda cool. i dont hang out with many people at school. because a good number of people i hang out with are not there. Im alot more gangster these days. i say nigga, and bud alot. i like hip hop even more. i like ( Read more... )

Were going camping tomarow. I have to wake up way more early than i ever would have wanted to this whole summer. Its gonna be worth it though. Its shitty though that i can only spend one day out there, as well as aron, for i have to attend birthday ceremonies for my elder sister. and aron has to go to mexico. Well i gotta get some sleep so im going ( Read more... )

Im back. because i got bored of reading everyone elses journals and not updating my own. so i finnally, after 10 months, now have carpet in my room. i also and rediscovering the pleasures of haveing such things as a doorknob, and stairs that dont have spikes comming out of them. Theres still all kinds of bullshit house repair stuff going on here ( Read more... )

I miss the old days. Being called "the freshman". Cruisin in the trooper with jake and kenton. Parties at Earl Warren. I miss the days when everyone was hella good friends and no one cared about shit. I miss waking up in other peoples houses and actually liking it. i miss just buying sacks and getting high. i miss walking the streets in big groups ( Read more... )

Lifes been good. I drive around all the time now. last night was noah levins big "noahfest" party. it was pretty wierd. a whole bunch of kids that im really not to familiar with. Joe Newton was there. that was cool to kick it with that guy. i was able to convince my mom to letting me stay out all night with the car. so i just crashed at the levin ( Read more... )

things are working out quite nicely. jens still grounded which is some dog shit. because the only time i see her is when im at her house with her whole family and shit which is kinda wack. but oh well i guess im devoted enough to go over there everyday. My parents come home tomarow which is cool but at the same time kinda not that cool. Because ( Read more... )

talk about a fucking load off my shoulders.

Anyway enough about that... This is an update to my livejournal. you are reading this. Semi truck. fourteen. coconut. tartar. Marinara sauce. im out.

Today i wrote some lyrics. I have never written lyrics in my intire life. But i gave that shit a try. i added them to one of my shitty as electrofucked up songs that i made on my computer. its kinda neat.