im afraid that my recent troubles have left me broken. im sure i can be fixed but im afraid that its not going to happen for quite sometime. im afraid that i dont know who i am anymore. its like karma police when he says "for a minute there i lost myself" except its in the present tense versus the past tense. my comments as of late are now down to ( Read more... )

hey.
my msn doesnt work so dont expect me to be on tonight. its all oc and guitar for me tonight. sorry rob that i left like that... my msn got messed up...

-eugenetheunseen

you used to be one of the rotten ones and i liked you for that.
now your all gone got your make-up on and your not coming back.
can't you come back?

i just saw the new oc episode finally. and im trying to decypher if its 3:23 am or 3:23 pm. wish me luck.

-eugenetheunseen

right now its 230am on thursday... i think anyways. i just woke up twenty minutes and i have no idea why i just woke up. my life has essentially just been a soundtrack to this one song the last few days. its been a blur of ups and downs... mostly occuring around this blasted locker incident. I can't believe that there was a snow day the day of the ( Read more... )

im tired, and dishoriented.

well today i was supposed to play a show. it went through a lot of ups and downs and it looks like its going to stay at a down because mr lensson refuses to let me play. so ive spent the past few days here at my house listening to the same music on repeat. it consists of broken social scene and joseph arthur depending on how i feel, but thats all i ( Read more... )

well my locker caught on fire as ive said before, and im getting suspended for six days... but i AM NOT getting kicked out of St. James, which is both a plus for getttin my credits and still being able to attend centenial. ye ( Read more... )

wowie ( Read more... )

i just wrote three lengthy posts about lavish and dramatic moments. but instead im just going to say i keep listening to this one song on repeat and im having reoccuring horrible thoughts. i cant sleep and this scarf around my neck is the only thing keeping my head attached to my body.
goodnight.

-eugenetheunseen

so there still is hope yes i can be healed ( Read more... )