yeah im starting the journal again and yeah im just bored and got nothing to do so why not shit things been sucky lately id ont no and i feel shit so yeah i hope other people r doing better than me!! well im out

im fucking stupid i cant do anything right kill me now i hate it dont let me go

im a beautiful butterfly motherfuckers i sufficait little kitty kats fucks who the fuck cares we are all going to fucking die and everything you did will mean nothing it will not mean a fucking thing so you are just wasting your motherfucking time and im wasting my time writing this, when i could be drawing

fuck them all people sometimes are way too closed minded

i made this just for you arent you happy why the fuck arent you happy

i think i need to get high or drink or go to a party so i can be cool like everyone else

theres a show tonight at rosvillie again god fucking damnit but whatever who cares its our last show so yeah we want to make the best of it hopefully my sister lets me drive her car to the show hell thats about all later

srry, i have let you all down, i dont think i deserve this

RESISTANCE IS USELESSS

i have a pic of you on my door