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[euphoricdaze]

I am just one complete mess. I don't have anything together when it comes to my love-life. My emotions, when it comes to relationships, seem to deliberately try and baffle me, as if they have a mind of their own

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[willows69]

<3 Don’t put yourself in a limitless box. You are continuing to grow and evolve. That's what productive humans do =). It's natural to miss someone. It hurts even more to miss someone that wasn't who you thought they were. What you thought you'd be.

Remember that L word episode when Shane was supposed to marry Carmen? Shane’s dad ended up putting crap into her head that she's never going to make her happy and she's a low life just like him. Going to hurt her in the long run, don't tie yourself down, you're still young... all that bullshit? So, as much as we all hated it, she stood Carmen up at the altar and began a crazy spiral down to her self pity.

Then, she met that other chick (totally bad with names, you know this! lol) and she found a love she thought never existed. And now, in my world, they are living happily ever after =).

Sometimes things happen differently than we wish. And that only comes to play when 1. You're not ready for it yet, but will be later. 2. Something BETTER is in store for you. <3

[euphoricdaze]

hahaha, L-word. so gay

[geneticload]

Just because you want it, doesn't mean it's right with her. I don't know, seems like although lost, perhaps you've found a bit of yourself in honesty. It just sucks when things fall apart and don't work out, there's a lot of hurt to get through. Nothing wrong though with just dating and seeing where things go. It's ok to have a bit of fun and enjoy someone's company without it having to lead to a long term relationship or your forever. Just have fun...sounds like you've been missing a bit of fun.