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That feeling.
What do you do when you get that feeling of just pure frustration, sadness, anger and despair. Sounds like material for a Morrissey song, I know, but I just get so fucking aggravated with myself for feeling this way sometimes. I let myself get into situations where it's easy for me to be let down by others - usually it's the same person or people ( Read more... ) -
Breaking up is hard to do.
No words that were more true have ever been spoken. This is the hardest decision I have ever made.
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I never could get it right...
I never feel like saying anything here until I have nowhere else to say it, or no one to say it to. It's nice to just get things off your chest sometimes. When I do type things or write them, it just seems insignificant or silly. Why is that?
Posted via LiveJournal app for Android.
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LJ=JO
Oh di mama! I am back! Maybe I'll have even more to write about this time. I've finally realized that "blogging" doesn't have to be about important things or life-changing events. It's about daily activities and the small things like "i've had to pee two times already. normally i would have only peed once by this time." You know, stuff like ( Read more... ) -
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So, the weekend from hell was not too bad. I just tried to ignore the reason i was there, and drove between home and charlotte 4 times in 5 days. and i didn't stay around for too long (around the family, that is). I called everyone i could remember that lived in a 30 mile radius. I was desperate. -
now what?
So it's been forever and a day since i last updated, and even now i don't have a lot of time. i am leaving shortly for charlotte so i can give false sympathy to my mother, grandmother, and other relatives over the imminent death of an uncle (which i was molested by as a child). he has been struggling with cancer for 2-3 years and finally some ( Read more... ) -
why does my heart feel so bad???
seriously. other than being a moby song, it's a serious question. i have been feeling a little depressed lately.... well, more than a little. sometimes, i am happy, but not as often as i am sad. is this a common thing for everyone? maybe all the stress from work is causing all of the anxiety and stuff. if so, i quit ( Read more... ) -
back to the daily grind:(
so it's monday, and i decided to take the morning off. mah lady and i (and others) returned from williamsburg, va last night at like 11pm after a long day at busch gardens. the day before that was spent at water country usa. i must say that even though i am not a big fan of water parks, i could be now. it was really a lot of fun ( Read more... ) -
what the hell!
Ok. So I knew that my family was crazy. Dustin, you know they are. There is always something going on with my family, and it's usually never good. So, now I will give you a quick glimpse into my life ( Read more... ) -
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So i am back... much has happened in my time away from LJ, but i won't bore you with everything. Here are the hi/low-lights ( Read more... )