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the boy i like...
Doesn't seem to notice me or care... or even want to be friends really. So I move on. Sad but true. Why waste time on someone who is too busy? And maybe did I only like you out of convenience? Who can say for sure. I dropped the ball on our "date" or did I? What. Ev. Er.
Time for a clean slate. -
must I always be waiting, waiting on you...
okay been a while ( Read more... ) -
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hello world. It's been awhile ( Read more... ) -
Happy New Year.
It better be. I feel like i did absolutely nothing noteworthy in 2013. Living with my parents while unemployed is like... well its not exciting ( Read more... ) -
nothing can be done
I've reached that age ( Read more... ) -
Musings
Today my psychiatrist explained that anxiety is a spectrum... a wiggly one at that which includes fear at one end and panic near the other. This, after I cried about my life and woes, and his suggesting that I re-consider a new medication to help with that. But no... that's not really what I want. But he also said that I shouldn't forget that I am ( Read more... ) -
Where are my red ruby slippers?
Sometimes I don't understand my mother ( Read more... ) -
its like a never ending story......
Boy I like...turns out he has a girlfriend. Too bad, time to move on.
In other news I have job interviews this weekend. Yay! Hopefully something will work out.
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I may as well be on the back of a giant fluffy dragon in this never ending story...
I want to forget you in that kind of quasi romantic sense... is that so difficult? well yes, turns out it is. All I want is to let go of any feelings I may have had for him ( Read more... ) -
probably not
Not all the strongest drinks in the world could help me forget how I think Im supposed to feel. I think I just like the thought of liking him... and would never act on it. That, plus he seems to be ignoring me lately, so why would I pursue that? I hope 2013 is kind to me. Send me a MAN. ha ha ha. but seriously.... that would be nice ( Read more... )