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my knee
Turns out its not a torn meniscus after all. WHOOPEEE ( Read more... ) -
2020 Happy New Year.
well. ring in a new decade ( Read more... ) -
30 is the new me
turned 30. well that happened ( Read more... ) -
well im sure...
... nobody reads this anymore. Still its good to update every so often I think.
things I want:
Move out of my parents house
Lose 30 pounds
fall in love
get a better job
yeah those are the big ones. My birthday is coming up. 29. sigh. my life is going no where fast.
thats about it for now.
peace and love -
So Hum ( I am)
Mom and I saw Despicable Me 3 tonight. Good fun. Then I came home and finished my application for the Camden Opera House (yay). It's not that I don't enjoy working at Rockport Blueprint I just want to explore more options that are within my field of expertise. It makes me feel like all my field work term internships will be worth something. ( Read more... ) -
HAPPY NEW YEAR
Been a crazy road.
orange overlord is here.
2017.
things are going to be. what they are. -
well...
His wife hates me. I can tell. Its that newlywed stare, that get the fuck away from my husband vibe. The territorial bitch. And I've been nothing but nice to you since we met. Why am I a threat? ME. Seriously. Oh maybe she found his yearbook from what, 10 years ago when I wrote that I was thankful for the ONE time he said I was beautiful. Get over ( Read more... ) -
hmm.
"supposed to" its an interesting thought, isn't it.
I'm well off the normal path, whatever that is. At least for the moment.
Peace and love -
thanks for that
Thanks for thinking I'm depressed. I appreciate it. I guess I'm not allowed to feel things anymore. . . Note to self, act cheery around Mom all the time because she can't handle real feelings. Hmm... tricky.
Peace and Love -
back to square one
well..... I got fired from my job. 'let go' as they say. And really when it comes right fucking down to it, I'm better off. After 2 weeks the anger and confusion is subsiding and I am trying to move on. Its hard when Im not really even quite sure what happened that made them chuck me.... I was too slow? not engaging enough with the kids? not Aware ( Read more... )