You know that something needs to change when your heart is filled with a general hatred for life.

But I get this fuzzy feeling whenever I think about him... and he doesn't even know....

Things change. As do I. A hint as to what's to come.

Might seem a bit scrambled, but frankly, I'm not looking to write this is any order in the first place ( Read more... )

And I'm standing over seven feet tall
Now I'll never be scared at all
Splendid what pair of shoes can do
And as dim as it sounds
What an awakening
And it's goodbye daily sadness

Am I even cut out for this? I have my doubts, and I have an entire revolution of new thoughts pounding at my head. I have the worst migraine ever, and I'm just .... feeling unwanted. Won't go into that ( Read more... )

Just looked at my last 3 comments on my LJ. Definitely made me sad... of what was lost.

I had the absolute best conversation with Matty last night. It literally motivated me for the next billion eons. :) I have so much to work for, for our future. I can't wait until these plans unfold. Life with him is just so amazing...

*punches self in the face repeatedly*

I feel like I can say the stupidest things and mess up a persons day/night, esp. someone I care for so much. I'm such an idiot.

>_

So today was absolutely amazing. It started off with my first test at Outback. That went well. I was fairly confident that I did well, and apparently I did. The husband (Matty) picked me up from my house when I got back from my haircut, and we went to Doc's Good Food at 11 and Hoover. That place is always really good. We had a good time there ( Read more... )