was probably one of the worst days of my life. for oh so many reasons.

I lasted on here for awhile, just like last time. But oh well, I'm done with it. I hate repeating things twice and trying to write out my feelings, esp. when I've already said them to the people who care. I don't like having to explain everything that happens just so other's know, I like explaining it to myself or to people that actually know me. I ( Read more... )

everyday i work at sears, it is not that cold inside. it is so hot, especially during the hours before the store opens. well today, as we were running around, way behind in schedule, renada made me go up and down on the huge scary ladder to change 40 signs! she was laughing at me because she was like "hurry hurry! you're so slow! you're screwing up ( Read more... )

First of all, as of last night, Nick and I are no longer together. And no, I don't think this is another "one-day breakeup." I am sick of him hurting me so much. I am a bad girlfriend. He was obviously NOT happy to be with me anymore. Yeah, love fucking hurts like hell... I'm sick of crying over it and I'm trying really hard not to cry because of ( Read more... )

I posted this earlier when I was in a good mood ( Read more... )

why did i act so annoying and hyper tonight? i don't know.... but now I feel stupid and annoying. i need to go to sleep and i am not tired enough and don't want to go to sleep after nick ingnored me because he is so focused on abe and tom being here. even though tom is here every night and being annoying! oh well. gotta try to sleep ( Read more... )

I feel so sick it's horrible and I cannot sleep. I feel like I'm dying AND that my stomach is dying.... I could go on and on about my fucking stomach and whatnot, but most people have already heard it or I'm just sick of ttrying to explain it and have people believe and understand it. I just hope that I don't wake up dead or something because that' ( Read more... )

I have so much to catch up on because I haven't written in awhile, and now that I am back on here, I gotta!!!! OMG! lol. I have to talk about the previously mentioned and my party and stuff. Tomorrow when I won't be so tired finally damn it ( Read more... )

40 Secrets About Yourself ( Read more... )

I have been meaning to write two blogs ( Read more... )