UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what the fuck.... UGH!!!! today sucked... luckily Im listening to MOrbid Angel, so everything is a little better. I bought earrings today, solely for the purpose of being a twin with Carole, because we do these things, and I end up liking them a lot.. p.s they are turquoise, like my shirt, and the stripes on my brown pants ( Read more... )

My intentions werent to hurt him. I was under the impression,that things would be ok.. I was wrong. I realized, a little after a month, that it just wasnt right. He is a cool guy, actually he is a great guy, but he isnt meant to be "my guy". I feel bad to a certain extent for having hurt his feelings... But I'm not going to stay in something ( Read more... )

I feel like William Wallace right now, take away the fact that he fought valiantly for his country, and fought for his love.. This is the scenario. He's at war, and see the King riding off, he chases him, and one of the guards is assigned to kill William. It turns out to be the duke.. you know what I mean? William goes to rip off his helmet, and ( Read more... )

OH MY SATAN, I AM AWARE THAT I AM WRITING IN CAPITALS, IM JUST SO OVERLY EXCITED AT THIS POINT IN TIME. I STARTED TALKING TO ONE OF THE GUYS IN MORTICIAN.. NANCY AND I HAVE BEEN PLANNING TO HEAD TO NEW YORK, OR TEXAS, IN THE NEXT FEW MONTHS. WILL FROM MORTICIAN, SAYS HES MORE THAN WILLING TO HOOK UP AND HANG THE FUCK OUT, HE WANTS ME TO GET BACK ( Read more... )

The day of his death is less than a month away, and it's tearing me up inside already. I'm so distraught. I've exhausted myself. this marks his death by 2 years... 2 years... I miss the boy he would have been.. I hate myself for the choices I've made. I read his msn profile, and saw that he had it on his list.. it tore me apart, it tears me ( Read more... )

abortion? is it cool? are you fuckign telling me that you enjoy it, and/or something related to it? I'm disgusted.

I went to a show at the red square tonight, it was pretty good.. I have my qualms... but when don't I??? I saw Jimi and Meg there... ahah god I love them..Meg moreso that anyvbody else at the show..we had sooooo much fun together.... I'm going to every section 8 show, just so that we can hang out... ahah I'm glad that Rich, is buddies with them... ( Read more... )

I GOT TATTOOED! BOB IS THE MOST KICKASS GUY EVER. HE DID A GREAT JOB! He woundlt let me book another apt with him though, he says he'd rather I just go in from time to time to harass him and such. that is do-able. The tat looks wonderful, and I'm ecstatic that he is going to do the rest of them for me as well... plus, he was nice enough to fix ( Read more... )

well, it's turkey day, and I'm at work, if this doesnt suck? I dont know what does.. oh wait, I have an idea, bronchitis, yes, bronshitis sucks! this is my 3rd getting it since January.. wtf... between everything thats been happening, I havent been on here, nor have I really wanted too.. seems more like force of habit now, than pleasure.. so ill ( Read more... )

well, everything is going rather well.... I'm satisfied with the current events in my life.. I've been reading my bible, to reinforce my values, and by reinforce, I mean remind myself about who I am, and why.. grape and wine was wicked.. Ive been with nasty vamp like every day for the past 2 weeks, and I'm loving it..shes sssoooooo wicked, and Big ( Read more... )