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When you give a nerd pencil and paper...
I went on a tour of Iowa State's campus today and in between lectures and tours wrote down a bunch of thoughts that crossed my mind. Enjoy ( Read more... ) -
Greetings from the Abyss
My parents graciously paid for 6 months of internet for me. I can now connect to people far more easily than before. Suh-weet! -
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I'm happier than I've been in a while, for sure... But I'm not much less confused. Maybe it's the hormones, I don't know, but I find myself wanting to sleep with so many people. I'm still committed to and love my boyfriend... I cheated on him once and I won't do it again. I feel like maybe I should seek help, but I don't have any problems ( Read more... ) -
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For the first time in a long time, I'm seriously asking myself why I bother getting out of bed. I remind myself, of course, that I do it for my kid, my dog, and my room mate. I can't stand this up and down... I'm not suicidal, I just want my life to actually start. I keep looking for a miracle, maybe around the next street corner. I'm not stupid, I ( Read more... ) -
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There isn't a day that goes by that I don't feel confused about something. There's rarely a breath I breathe without feeling like I'm not taking in as much oxygen as I should. There's always someone hovering in the back of my mind, whispering like a ghost to my inner mind. I asked a good friend if he ever had the feeling that he was dissolving ( Read more... )