So how am I doing now. I am still feeling like I am being pulled to try to get so many things done and no resources to do it. I am getting more money from my "husband" now. Though he wants me to settle out of court, I dont think so. But I am not telling him that I just keep saying I am thinking about it. He is also refusing at this time to come ( Read more... )

I made a stupid move when mike backed me inot a corner and forced me to sign papers. now i am screwed and cant take it back. i have to choose between fighting the divorce or feeing my child. and now he is already talking about getting married to this other girl. so she and her kid get to go have a happy life with him in Germany and he does not even ( Read more... )

my baby is funny. last time i gave him perscription medicine it was supposed to make him sleep. nope keep him wide awake. they gave me some medicine to give to him today said dont give it to him before bed because it will make him hyper. with in an hour he literally fell on the floor asleep. sleeping like a baby :)

I think he finally broke the camels back. I had a rough day at work yesterday. My watch TV and push buttons job was a little chaotic. First we were off air for a while so the transmiter could be fixed. I had people constantly asking me are we on air yet. I had a bad feed come down and it airs on sunday. Trying to get ahold of the program manager to ( Read more... )

i'm stuck

I am still out here...somewhere. I have not forgoten about anyone I am just avoiding the world right now, even my family. I just go to work and play with my kid. Maybe some day out of the blue I will start calling people again. People can always call me and I will talk but I am avoiding starting conversations. I am not really depressed or upset or ( Read more... )

i hate decesions.

Tomorrow 8 p.m. ABC Extreme Makeover Home Eddition, in Lawton, OK.

A friend from work passe away on Wednesday. He was our chief engineer. He knew so much. In fact most of the equipment we use he put in. He will be greatly missed.

the guy in this video is funny.http://www.kswo.com/global/video/popup/