i had a birthday last week and it still seems a little hazy. maybe i didn't want to remember it? or maybe not. i only care about age approximately 25% of the time...or whatever. i am trying to ease myself into the upper 20's as gracefully as possible. if that means less nights of slurred words and cheap shots, then so be it. if that means my ( Read more... )

i have considered my options and for now i can only try to make some things better and wait for the others to dissolve or dissassociate or whatever. there are always going to be things that just don't quite make happiness appropriate tho very nearby. it's the look and space of mind that i give to those sort of things that ruins me...even if just ( Read more... )

so...thanks to all my wonderful friends and family who sent aaron and i holiday cards this year. i was excited and surprised by all the work that goes into such a thing and was inspired, actually, to write a little card of my own. on the internet, of course ( Read more... )

so, i am trying this new thing where i read. not just kinda read, as in take 2-10 months to read a 150 page book, i mean actually read. this summer i was a runner and now that the cold has kept me and my duo dry black running pants inside to avoid burnt cheeks and a faucet nose, i have become a reader. in the last 1.5 weeks i have finished 2 ( Read more... )

"you did it to yourself."

there are many reasons i am interested in going back to school ( Read more... )

i feel a strong sense of dissatisfaction from a vast array of things and it has nothing to do with the pistons losing and almost being on my way to see tegan and sara next week. it's an alarmingly increasing sense ( Read more... )

making rice balls
j. garcia red wine
ac/dc

friday night:
tokyo police club
the slowdown

my family thinks my husband is too good for someone like me.
maybe..

my oldsmobile was worth $400 while my ipod was worth $200. i find things like this to be crazy.
oh and i have to pay for my laundry.
BUT i did get my eyebrows waxed for free. :)
and i got paid to go to work.
and i still need to work on that song for my brother's wedding.
organization is just....just. i don't know.