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[evandrake]

I'm getting a job -tomorrow- goddamn it. I'm going to talk to the manager at a starbucks and tell them straight out that it's a win-win if they hire me. I've had all the training, and even was a shift-leader. Can't go wrong

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[alixyveth]

...May I ask why you're having such trouble with things?

[evandrake]

Short answer? I've been depressed for a long time and let too much of my life slip away.

Now I'm trying to make everything come together again.

Also, I've never lived on my own before, and I'm now out here by myself with no job, waning resources, an impending move-out, no prospects for an apartment, and no one to help me if I fuck up.

No family, no friends to help. Just me. If I fuck up, I'm homeless. If I end up homeless, I'd rather be dead. So there you go.