chomalita!!!!!!! singin in the poopy rain!!! showering in the window pain....

happy not birthday anymore bekah. muah.

It's time I stand up for myself and get what I deserve. I am tired of being walked on.

Here it goes.. wish me luck.

Testing my resilience. Ok.

Down in the OK corral. Its hot down here and its wierd to see all of the people coming in to seek shelter from the hurricane ( Read more... )

This constant feeling of restlessness is ready getting on my nerves. I think it's caused by my confusion over my future. I have no idea what I want to do or where I want to go. Scott always asks me what I love to do and whatever that is to do it.. but for some reason it doesn't seem that simple to me. Fuck, I don't even know what I love to do. I ( Read more... )

I have been thinking a lot about this new job and have been discussing matters with scott and my mom. I thought I would be content here.. its nice having a paycheck. But after talking with Kelly the other day, my initial apprehensions have returned and I know that I can do better than I am doing currently. In a way I feel like I was slighgtly ( Read more... )

boopsy..


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I don't know what is going on, but I have had a yucky feeling all week that seems to have been getting worse in the last couple of days. I am having second thoughts about my future, and the career path I want to lead. I think that it is really eating me up inside. I slept horribly last night.. I woke up thinking about rigid board and rock wool ( ( Read more... )

Well, today marks the official first day of my first office job. 7am is a wee bit on the early side, but I am surprisingly awake and I only got about 5 hours of sleep. It was a bit dificult to sleep.. probably anxiety. Everyone is really nice and helpful. I don't really know much about insulation at this point so it is nice to have thier help. It's ( Read more... )

is what i was last night. im so hung. tonight is ladies night.. boys will be in crackima ( Read more... )