Have you ever wondered how long it takes to change you life?
What measures of time is enough to be life altering?
Is it four years like high school, one year, an eight year rock tour?
Can your life change in a month, a week, or a single day?
We are always in a hurry to grow, to go places, to get ahead;
but when you're young - one hour can change ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of fights, i hate them.
let's start this, again, for real.

why do you do that?
when i finially find happiness,
you just love to smash it, don't you?
well i'm not young anymore,
i'm not naive
and i know who you are.
so good try, but your tricks aren't going to work here anymore.

i lost my best friend.
someone i thought was always truthful and will always be there,
how stupid is that to think?
because he was NEVER truthful, and he was never there.
i think i just  believed in our friendship so much,
that it actually felt real to me ... when it really was never real at all.

my birthday sucked, not gonna lie. 
but the birthday cake was awesome.
i've been saying "not gonna lie" 47 times a day
my b," and "obvi"  are also in my every day speech, thanks to derek.

my days are getting better
i'm meeting new people
my boyfriend is wonderful

history.
we study history so we don't repeat mistakes in the future.
history is boring.
history in relationships and friendships can mean a lot
but is having history a good reason to stay around?
is having history a good reason to stay together?
is having history a good reason to open up old wounds,
and start to kindle old times?
is having history a good ( Read more... )

As we strain to grasp the things we desire, the things that we think will make our lives better -- money, popularity, fame -- we ignore what truely matters -- the simple things -- like friendship, family, love -- the things we probably already had.

"the things we probably already had"
i miss a lot of people

"Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to ( Read more... )

You might've heard I run with a dangerous crowd.
We ain't too pretty.  We ain't too proud.
We might be laughing a bit too loud,
Oh, but that never hurt no one.

So come on, Virginia, show me a sign,
Send up a signal.  I'll throw you a line.
The stained-glass curtain you're hiding behind
Never lets in the sun,
Darlin' only the good die young
Whoo whoo whoo ( Read more... )

I dig my toes into the sand. 
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket.
I lean against the wind,
pretend that I am weightless
and in this moment I am happy.
- Wish You Were Here, Incubus