The only person in the whole damn school district who actually cared is gone ( Read more... )

there are these really little things in my life that make me feel insanely content and ok and sane (i just reread over this whole post and realize i wrote "insanely...sane"...i think i'm some kind of genius) and comforted. because, they always feel good. i can be fighting with fred, and they will still feel good. i can be flat broke and 5 pounds ( Read more... )

Well she was an american girl
Raised on promises
She couldn’t help thinkin that there
Was a little more to life
Somewhere else
After all it was a great big world
With lots of places to run to
Yeah, an d if she had to die
Tryin’ she had one little promise
She was gonna keepi went to the doctor today because it felt like there was a little animal ( Read more... )

i'm working until 5 something and that means pay and a half and tips divided today just for us(instead of at the end of the week between everyone) and rum in my chai. and then i'm going to my grandparents and eating lasagne and shrimpy ravioli and broccoli rabe and turkey and seeing people i love ( Read more... )

i'm going to continue updating until my mind stops racing ( Read more... )

i want to get this down where it matters, where it counts, where it will haunt me daily until i change, am changed. i considered pen to paper but i so rarely do that anymore, it felt foreign and i scribbled things and i don't want messiness, i want every letter the same height, high standards for even my convent cursive ( Read more... )

I'm sick and my eyes itch and I don't know what to be for Halloween. So here are some pictures of the people that matter and one thrown in there of me in my panties while I was sleeping, for your viewing pleasure.

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generally, i am unhappy. i was happy, i thought it was going to become some strange new way of life ( Read more... )

( venti 4 shot sugar-free hazelnut latte, no whipped )

i bit right through the side of my tongue today so there is a large chuck of tongue hanging off and getting in the way of eating, talking, swallowing, yawning and oral sex. it hurts it hurts it feels like a small animal is gnawing on my tongue and it's never going to heal because i'm a masochist and i am chewing gum. and drinking coffee. and giving ( Read more... )