my life is falling apart and it's all my fault. im such an idiot

So far I'm having so much fun living in Manchester, England and traveling europe. I also have the most amazing, supportive boyfriend I could imagine and I am so content. :)That is all.

I need to take up running again, really bad. I'm stressed out for no good reason and I think I'm taking it out on everyone else. I think I'm just mad that I did make this summer what I wanted it to be and now its over. I'm excited to start school but at the same time I need a change from that repetitive pace that is work and school. I wish I could ( Read more... )

My newyears resolution is to stop being such a Hypocrite...that's all

Im in some serious need of summer fun...so far I'll i have done is work my ass off and it sucks!

I miss being in love, I think i lack the ability to love anymore, i just hurt instead. THis sucks, i should do something about it.

lol, guess what my icaon is...it's a littly tiny portion of the actual pic i took in cali

WOW, Sasha was perfection at it's finest...I don't even know how to express how amazing her performance was...

I think i'm a player...I make all kinds of guy friends but I can't commit to one, and I just end up hurting them all :( I really need to do something about this, but I really like having guy friends better than girlfriends...they are so much more real. Damn it.

So i've come to the conclusion that i really need a new guy in my life...I really miss a lot of what comes with a relationship, but I'm so picky about who I date that I don't I'm going to find any guy soon....I think all the good ones are taken. ok, nevermind, moment passed, i'm all good being single.