(i do swear that I'll always be there. i'd give anything and everything and I will always care. through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better or worse, i will love you with every beat of my heart ( Read more... )

in ap eng today, prom came up.. and since andy was in my group, i naturally asked if josh was going and if he was going. he wants to go but doesn't have a date.. i'd go with him if i didn't already talk to simon. josh MIGHT be going with JOAN SIM.. so the only two people in high school who have hurt me are going together. this bothers me because ( Read more... )

Hope life's been good to you since I've been gone ( Read more... )

decided to make most of the entries friends only so it might not look like it's being updated.. so if you want to read, add me to your friends list and i'll put you on mine.. lily, get an LJ code from simon.. and I never got my invite code back

1. UC Davis ( Read more... )

finals are thursday and friday.. which means a cool schedule where i go at 8:30 - 1:10. I don't have a final in Humanities or English so without grammar.. I have both those grades.. I thought I might get an A- in English but it didn't turn out that way heh.. it's 95 which is good enough for me.. yeah Winnie did a shitload of extra credit and she ( Read more... )

i am really tired. i am always tired nowadays. school makes me tired. work makes me tired. he makes me tired. everybody and everything makes me tired. i want everything to go away and have a nice 12 hours of sleep........ ::sigh:: then i have to start on scholarships and stuff ::sigh ( Read more... )

heh i dreamt that my old childhood friends were at this food reception thing for one reason or another and they didn't like me anymores because they said i was mean now. heh and karen didn't recognize me and they all lefted ;[ hmph that was a sad dream indeed.. i think i'm going to go see them in a couple years lol

i miss my oakland friends ::sobs

despite all the mood swings caused by pms, i'm really happy with the way things are going.. with friends, classes, driving.... i've given up on fixing the family aspect so i'm really happy with ignoring it (it's easier than you think).. i hate high school but i know i'll never have another experience like it.. i'll never be with so few ( Read more... )

written Friday and posted in my LiveProfile but I had to write about stepmom instead... so I'll paste it now ( Read more... )