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Finally An Update
Well, so much for writing regularly. It’s been over two months. Oh well. I’ve been pretty busy with school and such. Not work. I basically got laid off. Bernadette only has one horse in training right now, so there’s nothing for me to do. I’m going to a job fair at the zoo tomorrow. Hopefully I can get a summer job there. I’m really worried about ( Read more... ) -
Depressed
Still really depressed. Slept until 3 pm. watched TV, went to a Christmas performance at 7 pm. and now at 9:30 pm I'm going to bed, having been awake for far too many hours. Ugh. I hate my life. Christmas break is suppose to be fun and relaxing... -
Jittery
I’ve been depressed and super irritable all day. I feel like I’m crawling out of my skin no matter what I’m doing. I spent a lot of money I didn’t have, went to see “Twilight” for the fourth time with Becca, and just drove around wasting gas quite a bit. I hope this doesn’t last much longer. I can’t tolerate it.
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Depressed
This morning I desperately wanted to go to Sweet Waters and get donuts, but instead I made waffles to fulfill that sugar and carbs craving without spending money. I’ve gained 5 lbs. on this new med even though my psychiatrist said I would loose weight for sure. I feel like such a fat failure. Ugh.
Went back to bed after breakfast until 2 pm when ( Read more... ) -
On Holiday!
Finals are over! I feel like this huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I'm still worried about grades, but there's nothing I can do about it now, so I keep telling myself to relax, relax now because come Jan. 5th the madness will began all over again!
Mom and I went to see Jim Brickman in concert last night. It was incredible. I only ( Read more... ) -
I'm Done!
I’m done! Finally!! I’ve finished my portfolio!!!
After getting up early and going to Big Boy with Mom (her idea, not mine) I came home and went back to sleep for a half hour before attempting to write. I was so tired and the couch was calling my name, and the fridge was beckoning me with its siren’s song… So I packed up and went to library to work ( Read more... ) -
One Down
One exam done, one portfolio to go…
At 8:30 A.M. sharp I began my first exam and by 10:00 A.M. I completed my first college class since leaving Albion College in 2007. I’m pretty proud of myself, and definitely relieved that the exam is over, but I think I’m going to actually miss that class (Folklore & Mythology). I made some friends in there and ( Read more... ) -
Manic Monday
Today I’ve been racy and irritable. Snapped at Mom a lot, drove like a maniac, couldn’t stay still and focus to save my life… I think I managed to pull off enough study time between yesterday and today to pass the exam tomorrow in Folklore & Mythology. Actually, I think I’ll do more than just pass it. I’m guessing I’ll get somewhere between a B ( Read more... ) -
Study Buddies & Training Puppies
Today was the first day of doggie class for Molly, my newly adopted one-year-old Beagle/Jack Russell mix. It was fun for the first hour, by the second hour I was getting antsy, and by the third I was ready to bolt. It was just Kirk (the trainer) lecturing, no dogs present. He’s wicked smart, but the guy has pretty limited people skills.
I also ( Read more... ) -
Useless
I accomplished next to nothing today. Yeah, my room (including inside my closets) is immaculate now, but how much actual studying did I do? Roughly one hour of distracted reading for Folklore & Mythology. I am so fucked it’s not even funny. Hopefully the med change I’m making now (from Lithium CR and Abilify to Zyprexa Zydis) will make next ( Read more... )