i miss this tony.

Sthrnbl719 (10:50:10 PM)..: i don't know, i'm sorry.  i'm overwhelmed at the moment
ForgetfulLenny (10:50:20 PM)..: By what?
Sthrnbl719 (10:50:45 PM)..: sigh.
Sthrnbl719 (10:50:47 PM)..: honestly
Sthrnbl719(10:50:48 PM)..: ?
ForgetfulLenny (10:50:54 PM)..: Sure
Sthrnbl719 (10:51:11 PM)..: by my feelings for you.
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it's the worst at night...not that it's terrible, it isn't.  but at night i notice it the most.  i don't know why that is...i feel it more, the sort of emptiness that has been created, i can feel that with more ease when i lay down to go to sleep and my mind refuses to shut down.  i think about him, and us.  i think about how i feel and how he ( Read more... )

i hate that you ignore me.  i hate that you can escape this.  i hate that you don't care.  i hate feeling like you lied to me.  i hate that i believe what you said.  i hate that i'm still tied to you.  i hate that we aren't talking.  i hate that i haven't seen you in over a month, and i hate that you didn't really notice.  i hate that you don't ( Read more... )

1.  i'm so flipping pissed off about my taxes.  marlene and vecoma both had me in as a 1099...so they never took taxes out of my checks...therefore i now OWE money...even after they use my tax return to pay whatever it is, i will still owe money.  fucking assholes ( Read more... )

Ask me a question about each of the following:

1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. Livejournal

No matter how rude or confidential I will answer the question honestly.
Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked!

1. Pick at least 15 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDB, find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them in an entry for everyone to guess.
4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie.
5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDB search functions. That's cheating and it ruins the fun.

EDIT:  1/12/09....can't believe all of them ( Read more... )

101 Things To Do/Accomplish in 1001 Days

1. Lose 70 pounds.  30 each full year and 10 the last 9 months. (0/30, 0/30, 0/10)
2. Cut out soda for 3 months at a time, at least 3 times a year. (0/ 24)
3. Buy a new car with money for a down payment, without stretching myself too thin.
4. Become fluent in French.
5. Become fluent in Italian ( Read more... )

wait.  apparently i've skipped over the part where i'm incredibly obsessed/in love with edward/robert pattinson.  but more so robert.  like.  i cannot handle how effing sexy he is.  it kind of makes my mouth water.

that's all.

so tonight was alicia's birthday dinner......have i mentioned i love her?  she is fabulous.

so i get dressed up in my super cute outfit...and decide to finally wear the black patent 4 inch double strap mary janes franco bought me back in may.  the first time they've been out.  they're ridiculously good looking.....

the most excruciating pain i have ( Read more... )

for all those that have been through the worst with me....i can't thank you enough.  i've always been blessed to have spectacular friends...this only proves it once more ( Read more... )