so, there has been an awful lot of updating this week, for me ( Read more... )

today is the one-year anniversary of one of the strangest days in my life ( Read more... )

i uploaded a bunch of new user photos ( Read more... )

ive been thinking and concentrating so hard that i have been giving myself headaches, and i dont usually get headaches.

not just with schoolwork, although that is a huge part of it.

i just think too damn much at night.

its probably time for me to read "the perks of being a wallflower, again."

its been almost a year.

thats too long.

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if you want to read the saddest thing in the entire world, be my guest ( Read more... )

on the one hand, i dont like myself.
on the other hand, i do.
and i certainly dont like how people are to me.

being back for ten minutes makes me feel like ive never left ( Read more... )

let it be known that i currently have a few main squeezes ( Read more... )

im empty and aching and i dont know why.

except i sure as hell do.

this makes me schizophrenic, i believe.

and i dont like that.

because im rediculously happy.

and insanely alone and fallen apart.

simultaneously.

lovely.

this weekend was ... one of the best.
every weekend thats one of the best has its reasons, and this reason was music.
oh God, the music was incredible.
i come home to a wonderful warm, clean home on friday and chill, and then wake up on saturday and just do what i love.
which is concerts.
matt morris, tom longmoore, robert, and i met up at bensons house ( Read more... )