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I left him and he was about to propose. He bought the ring and everything an emerald heart--the only thing I ever wanted and I let him go. I just didn't think we'd be happy forever...I just got scared and I didn't think we were right even though he loved me. Marriage scares me and I don't want kids so I had to leave him. He wanted a wife and kids ( Read more... )

I don't know how to fix her. She gets worse every day and we get less and less people that want to help us or stay our friends. Life is cruel.

We're back together...let's see where this goes.

I saw my ex this week and now I can't stop thinking about him or texting him or calling him...what am I doing??!! I love him but I couldn't love him forever...I know in the end I'd leave him again...ugh!

My ex texted me this today "Remember what it was like to have someone love you with all of their heart? I miss that." I broke up with him October 12th. We dated for almost 10 months...2nd longest relationship of my life. I just stopped feeling for him and I had a huge weight lifted off of me when I broke up but now ..months later...months of ( Read more... )

Ten years have past since I lost my grandmother, a wiser, gentler version of my mother. An independent soul at heart that never fully soared due to circumstances of being born in the wrong era…or maybe her inner independence is what made her so great. The strength she bore as the years past and she lost her first true love to pride, married my ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in awhile so I might as well since most of the sibs are sleeping. Scratch that only one is asleep and my little twin is looking over my shoulder. I had an interview finally with a 1.2 billion dollar private fluid company. Nothing to do with healthcare but it seems interesting and it will pay the bills. My nanny job has been ( Read more... )

Well I still have yet to find a job. I spend hours searching and then applying. I have this method where if I don't really like the job, but it would pay the bills I don't send a cover letter. I then find other jobs that I would absolutely love to do so I spend hours writing a cover letter. My inbox is filled with "Thank you for your application. ( Read more... )

I had a wonderful senior crawl with amazing friends and family. If you couldn't make it I understand...I missed you but just call me and we'll make a coffee date instead!! I had a date today from someone I met during crawl..I've talked to him before. He took me riding on his motorcycle...my first motorcycle experience purely exhilarating. I can't ( Read more... )