I wish puking and crying made you die.

This is just so, so not what I wanted.

This is the opposite of what I wanted.

I mean, it's the opposite of what I want.

But I fear that there is no other way.

i don't know god
and i don't know anyone
i don't know god
and i don't know if anything at all will be all right

i've got my hands on the one hand

and i don't know where to put them.

It's funny; sometimes I think I really don't exist.

I had a dream last night/this morning that my grampa was dying. Which he actually did, almost two years ago. It was really gross (in the dream, not real life) - he was coughing up blood in the beds and shitting himself and leaving poo tracks everywhere, and I had to take care of it, or just did because I loved him. Also my mom was in the dream; she ( Read more... )

Be happy.

Oh, jalapenos.

Why must you be so delicious, and yet, so terribly, terribly hot?

I have new hair.

Why did I have to be born?

Our cell phone bill was almost $200 because I forgot to switch back to the 'unlimited messaging' plan after we got a new phone that actually worked. The old phone had a permanent error on AIM (maybe it was fixable, but I wasn't going to one of those mall booths where the dudes scream "MA'AM, CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION? ARE YOU CURRENTLY SUBSCRIBED TO ( Read more... )