p.s. also i'm about to eat my first real food in almost 24 hours. yay!

I am wearing this stupid pair of Hello Kitty boycut panties whose crotch is only about an inch wide. I could deal with it when I had a giant hairy bush but since I have trimmed up my genital region in an attempt to appear less disgusting, the strip is rubbing on my vulva in a very annoying way. Unfortunately, the other clean undies I have are all ( Read more... )

a few minutes ago i was on the floor with the babies. seth and i were playing cars together, and mary was across the room. well she decided she wanted to play too, and she was crawling toward us as fast as she could but it still wasn't fast enough so she was crying. when seth saw her coming he climbed up onto my lap. i kissed and cuddled him then ( Read more... )

I'm going to take these pills, drink this coffee, and make a conscious effort to look outside myself.

I had this dream where Carson Kressley and I were at Wal-Mart buying craft stuff, and I was crying because my hair was so ugly. I begged him to take me to get my hair cut, even though I wasn't supposed to for some reason. Then I got bangs.

I don't know how I feel about bangs.

It figures that the only day of my life that I am up this early, I don't even have to be, and there is nothing to do.

that is all.

Also, in case I forget, I want a Bratz Big Babyz and a Bratz Big Ponyz and someone to pay for my LJ Account.

that is all.

i just feel so depressed, like i can't even do anything. my kitchen is a mess but i don't want to clean it. i just feel so sad. all i want to do is talk to someone, but i've been talking incessantly and it doesn't make things any better. i just know that i do not. want. to be. alone.

also i really wanna drink. :\

because all the pants I bought two weeks ago are way too big now ( Read more... )