28th July 2006

10:59pm: im feeling insightful..=\
 ive realized you cant change what people think about you. even though you try so hard not to.. ya most people do care, but  youre not going to be able to stop them from talking behind your back. not going to be able to influence what theyre thinking. you can't change their opinions. you can't let ( Read more... )

plus's and minuses to the last year

- the many immature friends that i had in highschool
+  a crapload of new friends at school and some highschool friends that are actuallly...friends

-the fakest friendship i have EVER seen between three people
+ a bunch of kudos for myself for actually breaking it off

- a parent (almost a year to date...)
+ a new sense ( Read more... )

ive got some will power

 im glad everyone has some pretty depressing entries...but not me! bahahaha

33 days left....
ihictm.

 
"every time I look at you the world just melts away
all my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affections
you've seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am
and when I fall you offer me a softer place to land

you stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together
you're the one true thing I know I can believe in
you're all the things that I ( Read more... )

 FUCKKKKK! youre alll sooo gay. i just listen in school and laugh to myself...waiting till life hits you in the face like a brick ( Read more... )

...finally?

i dont really know why this is happening to me ( Read more... )

who was i to think that you were different from anyone else?
maybe its because everytime i saw you... 

 never EVER fails.

you dont realize that id do anything for you.