valiant and unassuming a sentry masked; i buried my last connection to innocence. 

i appreciate those of you who have helped me through some really rough times.

i literally came quite close from not making it back this time

thank you tara for throwing me a life line more than once.

L o v E t e r n a l

john j everhart 3

Thank You. 

Happy Birthday Tara

enjoy it you've earned it.

we will disc us you arer stereo sotuation at your convenience.

see you at work,  boss.

I now work for Bimmernav in austin texas near lake travis.  I have never had such considerate bosses, or this much fun at work.

it looked bleak for a while but if i had not gone through 3 months of tease interviews misleading job descriptions and abject lies i may not have appreciated my new job as much as i do.

i am looking for a house to split with ( Read more... )

heads  or  tails
heads  or  tails
heads  or  tails
heads  or  tails
heads  or  tails
heads  or  tails
heads  or  tails
heads  or  tails

today is a big day

11:57 am
je_suis_rouge

( Read more... )

Mel is in the hospital.

i have been here with her since yesterday afternoon. it took until 5pm tonight until the doctor finally came into see her.  he went home for the day yesterday and he was supposed to come early this morning but he called to say he was stuck in traffic at 11am.

her pain had gotten worse over the last two weeks.

tomorrow the ( Read more... )

graduation has not been all it is made to be.

despite many interviews and leads i remain unemployed.
the ashes of a soap dispenser have been used to black out my name from consideration.

i found out by running my own record, that officially my record states that i plead guilty to first degree felony arson.

cy creek was listed as a place of worship, and ( Read more... )