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[every1luvsaprep]

So i went to the doctors again today,

He said i might be gettin worse with all this accident shit.

ISNT THAT FUCKING GREAT?!?

Im going to fail 8th grade, and be fucked up for the rest of my life.

This isnt the least bit fun.

UGH!

I got more pain pills, and xanax. This blows my ass.

I have to go in for a bunch of fucking testing and shit.

Its all

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[aenix]

Oh no! I'm sorry.

~Jafar

[every1luvsaprep]

Shit. I forgot who you were. Oopsie.
?

[aenix]

lol. jason mah dear.

[every1luvsaprep]

HA! i thought so.
Whats up?

[crazyhugo]

=(
Thats not good
oh wow
Sorry =\

[odinofcreation]

It pains me moment by moment to see you on medication, But it pains me more to see you in pain, because you dont take it, because I worry. I dont want to see you in pain, and the more and more you are the more and more I want to kill Tashian, every time I hear you say, "I dont remember", every time I see you trip, every time I see that you arnt yourself, a little more anger builds in side of me; and then when i heard you say "I havent been taking them because it makes my Nickie-pooh wory." It killed me.

I knew it because you were you again, but when I heard it, I, I, I dont know, it all seemed to be real then. I knew it and I didnt care all of the 25th; and I can say that I was glad even, but now all I am is hurt. I dont know how to feel about it. I love you. just want to kill Tashian, and I am mad at myself that I want you to be helthy, but...

[every1luvsaprep]

Dont worrie cheese doodle. I will be fine =) i promise

[odinofcreation]

Ill try not to. But i dont think ill be able to. idk, anyway, catscan and stuff today, so i wont be home for a while. =C