I just need her ( Read more... )

I dont see how I can feel this way. I do, I miss her as my girlfriend, I miss screeming it from rooftops. I miss her, even when she is right there ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do, I cant ( Read more... )

I'm glad that she has found herself, and is now, more her than she has ever been. I love that she is te most beautiful thing in the world. But where is the her that loves everything about me like I love everything about her.

I promisd myself that I wouldnt feel like this.... I cant push her back into a relationship. But reading over her old enties, seeing how mush she SHOWED that she loved me, how she wanted to stand with me on roof tops and screem it aloud. It makes me want to cry. Being with her like I am now, IS the best thing that i can ask for, hope for, right now ( Read more... )

It's Shake 'n' Nick, and I Helped.

Making Nick Taste Better.

Nick - The Freshmaker!

The Coolest Nick on Ice.

My only aid, my only lust now is Trish ( Read more... )

11:19 time to wish

I wish, for her to be there for me

tommorow

for the world to leave me

tommorow

for death to come to those who deserve it
and for lives to be saved who deserve it

tommorow

and for a wind to come and take away my pain

tommmorow

but most of all

I wish for her to be there for me

tommorow, and today

TEN people I enjoy the company of ( Read more... )

So yesterday I had a break down, about the same thing, like 3 times ( Read more... )