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Sometimes you know it's just not going to work out but you are too scared to let go.

I need to catch up.

Please try. Please.

Everything I have right now seems so unreal. I have stopped myself from talking about it because I am afraid of jinxing it and having it slip away.  I turn 20 on Monday. 

Can't sleep. Way too much on my mind. I hate being alone in my apartment, sometimes I just want to go spend the night at my moms house... like now ( Read more... )

In the past week I have heard about some stupid rumors that were going around about me. Seriously, I never thought I gave off the type of image where people might believe some stupid shit. At least some of the girls actually had the guts to approach me about it and it was cleared up every time. No I wasn't with your guy while you were pregnant, no ( Read more... )

edit 2: I keep to myself.

EXPECT THE WORST.
HOPE FOR THE BEST.

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