THISISHOWYOUDISAPPEARCOMPLETELY

Let us go then, you and I ( Read more... )

Before I left I said I would be relocating my thoughts.  False.  I don't know why I thought I could do that.  Livejournal is home; has been for over 5 years ( Read more... )

thinking I really love this single digit.
watching my parents age is both beautiful & terrifying.

leaving in less than 8 weeks. ( at which point my thoughts/stories/witticisms will be moving to http://arensink.tumblr.com/ )

finally.

I finally put the pen to the paper.
finally cried about something important ( I think ).
finally felt relieved when I would normally panic.

le fin.

1.What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?
went onto the roof of my dorm.  ran in the snow in my bathing suit.  made out in the back of a chevy pickup.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
uh....

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No

5. What ( Read more... )

I trust no emotion ( Read more... )

"starting out, I'm starting over."

can you really remember 4 years ago?  can you remember fireworks & swears & long walks & hot nights & drugs & car rides & safe havens & beating hearts & swings & backyards & freedom & betrayal & forgiveness & everything connected to 16-year-olds' brain waves?
I barely remember.
and I hardly remember counting letters ( Read more... )

I used to care, I was being cared for.
Made sure I showed it to those that I love.
I used to sleep without a single stir,
'Cause I was about my Father's work.
I used to know the name of every person I kissed.
Now I made this bed and I can't fall asleep in it.
Take me out tonight,
The ship of fools I'm on will sink.
A millstone around my neck,
Be my ( Read more... )

Hey, Haven't seen you around in awhile

I didn't go to work for a month
I didn't leave my bed for eight days straight
I haven't hung out with anyone
And if I did, I'd have nothing to say
I didn't feel angry or depressed
I didn't feel anything at all
I didn't want to go to bed
And I didn't want to stay up late
When you're not here, and you're back ( Read more... )