my moms getting remarried.
mixed emotions.
that's all.

Well, tomorrow at 8 am i will be done my first year of college.
intense.
i'm so badly going to miss kasey when i leave. I dont even want to think about it or talk about it.

i have been in such a weird mood lately. Leaving Farmington will definately be bittersweet. Seriously, this is such a weird mood. I feel like i'm not even living this week, instead i'm just watching it go by. I haven't been talking much to anyone this week. I just sit back and listen to others and take in the scenery. I'm really going to miss the ( Read more... )

i got into usm...again
and i'm in love with my boy

the story of my life.

it's monday. I need to go back to school soon because i have a shit load of work to do...like WRITING PAPERS and studying for tests ( Read more... )

Seriously. I couldnt be more fed up with life right about now ( Read more... )

No matter how stressful and hard life becomes mostly because of school and family, i'm so glad i have kyle to fall back on. I feel like i've gone through so much with my family this year and i'm so glad i know always had someone to talk to. I can't count the times i've just cried and he just listens and gives me a hug because he knows it's all i ( Read more... )

So it's valentine's day..and it's an okay holiday ( Read more... )

I'm honestly trying to be better ( Read more... )

i'm so upset.
i'm a wreck.
it's not going to farmington that makes me cry, it's being far from kyle and feeling lonely and not having the ability to be like.."hey, come over and hang out with me"
i can't stop crying.
i need flllllllllava flav right now...which is sad.