we are doing A Christmas Carol in One Act in December....i am clown one, scavenger one, and Ali Baba.

awesome.

yeh, im sick. my voice is all scratchy and my tummy hurts hard core...

anyways,

mike,
i forgive you...just this once though! dont ever do it again!

i love you.

we dont have any heat in my house.

my fingers and toes are about to fall off.

damn, and i hate feeling this helpless.

and i have a cold...

hey mike, guess what?!

.i.love.you.

( a song por tu )

good evening. it has been a grand day. a grand day indeed ( Read more... )

i hate this. fucking school. it just brings me down. i miss my mike. i havent been able to sleep. my mom started yelling at me because i have dark cicles under my eyes and i have pictures today.

i really dont think i got the part i wanted.
dammit, i hate knowing that im not as good as i would like to think i am.

crap.

yeh, another grand accomplishment ( Read more... )

something is wrong. my senses are going crazy and my emotions are so overwhelming... my nights are restless, and my days are hollow. i close my eyes and i see nothing. i wish to write something so beautiful that the lovliest of roses weeps from its overwhelming magnificence. but i fear that i am not capable of such things. so i sit in my room, with ( Read more... )

i havent accomplished much at all. i feel empty. i have so much to be thankful for, and so many people that claim they love me, and yet...im not even close to feeling whole.

i try to just smile and say everything's fine

i
try
to
just
smile

damn, i hate myself.

A kiss goodbye,
Your twisted shell,
As rice grains and roses fall at your feet.
Lets say goodbye,
The hundreth time,
And then tomorrow we'll do it again.
Tomorrow we'll do it again.

i told you so.

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