Well, where do I start. Week two of pre-deployment training is completed. Here in Twentynine Palms California it is nearly 110 degrees daily and in the middle of nowhere. We PT constantly and work at least 13 hours each day. The worst part is being away. But, this is my job and I signed up for it. For all who don't understand I am sorry. However I ( Read more... )

You know it's funny sometimes no matter the situation, you can't say what you want. Sometimes you wish you were enough. But it never works out that way. Forever, I guess, a mystery.

Fuck! Some people are so stupid, they throw around some of the best things they could ever have and not appreciate it one bit. They'll leave it there until their ready for it. It's quite amazing how much one can take for granted and still get it back like nothing ever happened ( Read more... )

Today is gonna suck
I feel so shitty
On top of it all I have a feeling that if I dont stop feeling sick all the time my best friend is going to start to hate me. I feel like a dick when we go and hang with her friends and I want to sleep and just mosey around sickly

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In time we all fall apart
I just hope no one ever see's
Sooner is better than later
And later is better than never
It's just the fire after the crash
That kills me.

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You know I never realized how much subtlety in our words can be percieved as something else to the right people. If you don't understand what I mean, you haven't gotten this yet, you'll know when you do. You'll be sent away in horrid confusion and you simply won't know anything anymore about that person, you'll dwell until you figure out their ( Read more... )

Did you ever try to tell yourself something that you just wouldn't believe?
Who's right in that circumstance?

Well, I'm at MOS school in NC and I come home in about 11 days which is pretty sick. Then I go to my reserve station once a month and two weeks out of the year. I believe I'm starting a job at the Billerica House of Corrections which will be pretty cool. I dont know I just can't wait to be home...

It's getting close. I wanted to say thank you to all my friends.... And I will miss you guys so much.

Friendship, like love, is destroyed by long absence, though it may be increased by short intermissions. ~Samuel Johnson

For Sale: Parachute. Only used once, never opened, small stain.