so summer's pretty good. i got Derick a job at foodlion down the street from my house. its within walking distance but i let him take my car. i take my mom's car becuase she is outta town. yep me and derick get to play house. lol. all to ourselves. im waiting for him to get off work now so we can eat pancakes together. he really doesnt like his job ( Read more... )

so happy a minute ago and now i can't stop these horrid tears from coming. its not my fault. i dont want to cry. i just heard something i guess i just wasnt ready to hear. it hasnt even been a year. i guess those deep wounds that scar can be easily rippeed open again. i shouldn't even care.

i love my little honey bunch. my little fat head. my little Derick Dee. this summer is gonna be great because i get to spend it all with him. i finally found someone who dug deep enough to see me for me and love me for me. someone who truely cares and i don't ever want to spend a day apart.

Pick ONE from each pair that you think describes me the best & leave it in the comments. Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you ( Read more... )

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i haven't written in a while.

things change so quickly. life changes so quickly. one minute everything is good and the next life sucks ass and you just hate everyone. im in one of those moods. derick pisses me off so unbvelievably much. i havent seen him for hours. who knows where he might be. he doesnt call or come by or nothing. i was just gonna up and go home. now i wish i ( Read more... )

so i got my taxes back finally and it had to go to paying off the $80 the school or whatever charged me to process a loan my mom took out. then i had to put down a $50 deposit for next year or i'm not garenteed a room. well damn. and $80 tommarrow for new muffler. and it cost me almost $300 to fix my brakes and all that good stuff. but my mom took ( Read more... )

i really hurt Derick's feelings today. i feel bad. i dont really know what else to say. i guess i'm sorry. i dunno what's been going on lately. i just feel weird and stuff. i need a vacation.