i know i haven't written in awhile. not so much time lately. all of my friends who i've talked to lately know the shit that's been going on lately. and if ya don't its in a blog on myspace. i don't feel like writing all over again. and i use that one more. so yea. okay. well i just felt liek typing i guess because i'm kinda bored. this is the first ( Read more... )

i hardly ever post anymore but i get on once a day to see what my friends have said. i miss reading about other peoples lives. they are so much more interesting than my own. but no one seems to write in them anymore. maybe they are obssessed with myspace like me and wirte everything there, i dunno. oh well. i might as well say something while i'm ( Read more... )

Today i decided to do this thing called facebook. so now, in addition to livejournal and myspace, i also have facebook. if you got it, find me and be my friend cuz i dont have many yet. so far i dont really like it too much. i think myspace is the best. i just thought i'd say that.

i guess its just so hard for me. i trust people so easily and that is my one true fault. because i believe that everyone has even a little bit of good and honesty somewhere in them. i am probably wrong and i know this makes me niave. but i've been hurt this year as bad as last year and it has yet to be a month. the people who have hurt me so bad ( Read more... )

1.smoked a cigarette - Yes ( Read more... )

Maybe, just maybe i'd like to spend more than 5 minutes in the dinning hall. maybe i'd like to sit around and socailize for awhile. and actually enjoy a meal. haha. not here i guess. i grew up in a house where the rule was you eat what you get or go hungry. so i'm not a picky eater. i eat just about anything. for once i wish that i could find ( Read more... )

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it's been awhile since i've really posted anything. feels good to be back in hartsville my new aclaimed home. today i chopped off all my nice long hair. it's time for a change again. i just felt like it. i've had a lot of great compliments so far. so far so good. hope everything stays that way.

i've realized that since we've been back at school, no one's really said much on lj, or myspace. i am guilty of this as well. i guess we are all just a bit busy readjusting to school life once again.

i miss everyone at Coker. Our little family we had. Just found out some people wont be returning. hearing that brings a tear to my eye, only for a few people though let me stress that. the ones i was especailly close to i miss miss deeply. i didnt realize how much things would change for this year. as for some of u i'll be glad if i never see ur ( Read more... )