I've decided to test fate and look for Isaiah's father. I know, I'm opening a can of worms but as I drove home through central yesterday, I couldnt help but wonder what happened to him. We didnt know eachother that well and he said that he didnt belive me when I said i had his kid. At least that is what my friend that told him, told me. I looked up ( Read more... )

I Feel So Stupid. I Ende Up Crying Today. I Guess Its Cuz Of All My Frustration. My Mom Ende Up Getting Some Infection In Her Foot And Ended Up In The Hospital. I Had To Quiv My Part Time Job Well I Didnt Like It Anyway. I Am Now Playing Nurse And I Realized My Mom Wasnt Getting Any Younger. Kinda Scary. My Car Is Not Working. Well I Drained The ( Read more... )

I was offered a job a gas station attendent. The moment he asked if i was ok with graveyard and working alone, it was no surprise I didnt go to the drug testing follow up today. I'm not the type to work at a gas station. Standing on my feet for hours on end and stocking.....ummm how about no. If worse comes to worse then fuck it, it''ll pay but ( Read more... )

I recently joined a snail mail community to help ease the boredom I experience. I have a few takers but the more the merrier and I forgot that I have all of you as well. Does anyone wanna be snail mail buddies?? Come on, it'll be fun. lol ( Read more... )

I finally met Adrians "wife". I don't know what I was so worried about, the bitch is obviously below me, which is probably why she wanted to marry Adrian, she knew she couldn't do any better, so might as well hang on to what you can and quit hoping for better. Her eyes bug out like those people on one of those tv shows that make thier eye balls pop ( Read more... )

ok..part of me says to go back to work. I miss money. I miss it alot. But i feel that if i go, there goes all the quality time I am spending with my kids. What should i do ( Read more... )

Ok so Im over the whole "omg, he is with someone else and its not me" bullshit. I am still bitter toward Adrian though. I havent dated due to the fact that I tink the asshole emtionally scarred me for life. 3 whole months without another persons contact. Now that's sounds bad but I'm not feening as bad as i thought i would be. I focused on myself ( Read more... )

Happy mother fucking birthday to me....

I thought turning 25 would be ok but not when people dont give a rats ass about you or don't remember. I think I'm due for another depression period. But I Hate that feeling. I'm even thinking of dating again, which...doesnt excite me.

Eh...we'll see how it goes.

Turns out all that vomiting shit was actually my gall bladder. I took off from work like the 25th of july and went to the hospital. They kept me and I was treated and had an endoscopy done and a colonoscopy, they removed my gall bladder in other words. I was released on the 3rd of august. Only my sister and my mom came by to see me. My "friends" ( Read more... )

I think all this stress is making me sick, i feel like i wanna vomit all day. No, i doubt it is what all of you think. I hope not anyway ( Read more... )