I got drunk last night. I just remember wanting to drown everything that was going on ( Read more... )

I'm still all mopey and shit. All I keep telling myself is that this is the worst part and after that, it's all down hill from there. Just gotta get thru this. Baunee is coming over later and I was invited to some other parties this weekend. I want Jorge. lol. Wanting to fuck my supervisor is bad huh?? lol. At times I feel like the same ol' me and ( Read more... )

I'm have learned alot bymyself the past couple of days. I learned moping is not going to get me anywhere and that if any one is gonna stick up for me, it's gonna have to be myself. I know now that if i can truly get through all this on my own, i can make it anywhere on my own. With that said, I wanna leave next year when my lease. I'm getting ( Read more... )

yes, I did it ( Read more... )

All the pressure is getting to me. I feel like I'm about to fail at everything I've worked for. It seems that everyone has turned their back on me and I'm alone. I honestly don't know what to do at this point. I thought I'd be able to do this, I was trying to keep positive but it doesn't seem to be working anymore. I've sunken into this stage where ( Read more... )

I finally heard from Lou. He's in Chi-town til Wednesday. He went to go take of business for his family and that's why he hadn't called. He asked if he sent for me and the boys if we would go with him. I didn't know waht to say but I told him no. I didn't want to tell him I missed him, I almost did but I stopped myself. He kept trying to kept to ( Read more... )

I can't sleep ( Read more... )

I'm soooo tired. Sleepy....very sleepy ( Read more... )

Work sucked, always does ( Read more... )

Sup ( Read more... )