I went to the Nelly concert last night. I should've just sold the tickets dammit. I was being pshed by lil girls that were like 18 or 19 and being hit on by guys of the same age. It was full of kids. Literally. I got out of the crowd and paid 3 bucks for tap water with ice. My feet had already been hurting and my head was aching. Nelly still hadnt ( Read more... )

Seems that it's different this time. Maybe it's that we are both tired of this shit. Maybe he has finally matured and it made hm realize that we arent ever gonna be anything. He surprised me today. He called and said that he would be able to help me out with the rent and bills for this month since he did live here for that time, which surprised me ( Read more... )

Day 1

Time: 5:09pm
Music: A wide variety of different songs to make me hate "him"
What's on my mind?: Alot of things, trying to focus on the positive but the fear of failing at this living alone crap scares the shit outta me. What else? Fear of taking him back. Yeah I know me already. It would be so much easier to just take him back when he comes ( Read more... )

And just like that......he's gone. Come on, you guys saw that one coming a mile away. Then, why do I still cry? I've never actually been "on my own". And part of me is scared that I'm going to fail at this n then what. Everything is here is mine, I have secured that. We got into an argument when he came home late. He never does anything and can ( Read more... )

I have been analyzing my relationship. I came to the conclusion, it's not gonna work. So I am just gonna enjoy the ride will the ship is rockin', and then I think I'll turn into a slut. lol. Just give myself away and sleep with random people.lol. What better way to get over someone than with many many people? We can get along at times but....it's ( Read more... )

Men piss me the fuck off. I am posting this just cuz this is how stupid men can be n if I were a guy I'd hit him myself. Does anyone remember Kevin. I was online updating the other entry that was previous to this. I thought he wanted to say hello but noooooooo.......

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I'm back ( Read more... )

I slept well, which is wierd cuz i never sleep. I ususally find myself tossing and turning all hours of the night ( Read more... )

Payday...nice ( Read more... )

I honestly tried picking up extra hours for today. No luck so I am forced to take my day off. That sounds odd, I never thought I'd say something like that ( Read more... )