Make it not be true....   :(

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McBuck is over, and i don't feel sad. I mean yeah i'll miss seeing a lot of my friends all in one place, but i kind of wanted to see them outside of rehearsal, with no restrictions.

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There is a friend of mine who i feel very close to. I am glad I have met him this year and I hope that he and I will be friends ( Read more... )

I'm back in Athens. Break is over and I'm not entirely ready to go back to school ( Read more... )

Ugh, trudging along.
we are about to leave for the hospital. soooo early.
At least I got a bit of sleep last night.
I'll pass out in the OR for a few hours until they come get me at 8:30.

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Something that really upsets me is that I told my friend Eric that I was looking into a specific candidate to research, and that I liked some of the things he ( Read more... )

So it's true. I can't sleep.
It is no fault of mine, i'm just nervous and a giant flabby pussy.
But who wouldn't be in my position?
Ghandi maybe.... but i'm no Ghandi.
I'm not so much afraid of the actual dying per-se... more of the what i will leave behind.
I mean, who wouldn't miss an absolutely great life such as mine?
And I'm being totally serious, ( Read more... )

So, something crazy happened today ( Read more... )

It just hit me ( Read more... )

Indredients ( Read more... )

Dream cont ( Read more... )

I was thinking back to a few discussions with girlfriends of mine ( Read more... )

Closing my eyes,
Lay my head down,
Don't let me fall,
Asleep in your arms.

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It's done.

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I always find it strange that the lonelier I get, the more friends I seem to have.
Maybe I should stay lonely more often.