Lately I've been skeptical ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of being unhappy, of being lonely, of feeling like dirt and like I'll amount to nothing. Every time I think I've fallen as far as I can, and start to rebuild again, it all come crashing down around me all over again. I'm to the point now where I'm not even sure it's worth trying to be happy any more. The ones that want and love me, I ( Read more... )

I'm on the doorstep, with my key turned in the door ( Read more... )

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
- .......ummm.... I actually don't know... Aaren or Ame, maybe?

Who was the last person you slow danced with?
- Josh, I guess..

Have you ever liked anybody who's just a friend?
- yes, hasn't everyone at some point? That's how most of my relationships have started..

When's the last time you hugged  ( Read more... )

hmm.. well now..
some fun upcoming events for me..

+Joey's 18th birthday is on the 14th of May..

+ DEMF is the end of May.. i'm planning to go with my cousin Paul.. and i'm already planning my outfits.. <3 hells yes for neon pink and green! new hair falls and i'm hoping to have a gas mask by that time.. i'm thinking neon glitter faery meets ( Read more... )

So a lot has happened in the past few months ( Read more... )

i don't know how else to put this.. but its something that i've got to get out.. its been eating at me for a bit now..is it rite to stay with someone that clearly cares for you more than you do them? is it fair to them? dustin is wonderful to me.. and he clearly loves me.. talking about how if i go to london for my last semester like i want to, ( Read more... )

i'll always remember how you used to pick me up and spin me around in the middle of mud puddles after every soccer game.. even though we almost always lost. and how you used to look out for me in high school. i used to look up to you, not just as an upperclassman, but as a sort of big sister. you'll always be my friend, now, and forever. i love you ( Read more... )

wow.. so i've been totally MIA lately.. like the last 2 months.. lots of shit has happened since my last update ( Read more... )

sooo yeahhh. things have been interesting.. in a good way ( Read more... )